everything is starting from beginning.
say goodbye to 2011 which bringing me a lot of though, caring, unexpected experience.
2011 year,
1) the first time i involve in an accident with my cousin at Pangkor. From here, 我感觉到爸爸给我的关怀.. a scar left on my hand but my touching tough toward father always remain.
2) another time i change my religion to SOKA GAkkai, but eventually i turn back to Buddha bcuz of dad.
3) I found my "知己“, person who knows what i think and the one who always encourage me..:)
4) I notice the important of maintaining a closer relationship with my brother.
5) I nearly commit suicide due to the "heavy pressure" which i think i cant solve it! BUT thank 华哥 who giving me a lot of advice to code it.
6) I get my Diploma Cert in Retail MAnagement..^^
7) First time FLy to SIngapore with my sister..
All of these will store at my memory and it's time to look forward for this new year!
In this New year,
I need to planning out what is my target and goal.
I need to be determined for my stuff and don‘t keep on changing.
I need to think more and be hardworking.
Establish my language basic.
But till the end, Everything will be change when u open your mind bigger and explore wide your heart..=).. appreciate and cherish for every little thing happen to u
2011年12月25日星期日
2011年12月20日星期二
For future me
after read my "future letter", it let me think back how was I when i was 19 years old.
a boy who has a big dream and thinking positively for his planning.
i had got stun and was wondering..
"DID i follow and struggling for my ambition, my dreams, my hope?"
Well, i can say to myself.
Bro, i did some great effort in achieving it, and i still continuing it.
Although the wants sometime is ambiguous, I tell myself..
Think about it, deeply, ask myself question..
Why it need to be like that? Did i miss up something or I dint really care about it?
IM NOW TRYING MY BEST TO MAkE IT ALRIGHT!
Bro, thank you for your advising and motivation..
Life can be better if we hold it strong and control your life...^^
RIGHT now,
Take care for every small little things happen around you.
Feeling, Small piece of task, or even a small help..
Dont neglect this, it is very important for you..
As The snow ball will only become bigger when u glue the snow by each by each.
And oh ya, Merry Christmas to me soon..^^..
hope my dream will came true.
Everything will come naturally when we are really to face it.
a boy who has a big dream and thinking positively for his planning.
i had got stun and was wondering..
"DID i follow and struggling for my ambition, my dreams, my hope?"
Well, i can say to myself.
Bro, i did some great effort in achieving it, and i still continuing it.
Although the wants sometime is ambiguous, I tell myself..
Think about it, deeply, ask myself question..
Why it need to be like that? Did i miss up something or I dint really care about it?
IM NOW TRYING MY BEST TO MAkE IT ALRIGHT!
Bro, thank you for your advising and motivation..
Life can be better if we hold it strong and control your life...^^
RIGHT now,
Take care for every small little things happen around you.
Feeling, Small piece of task, or even a small help..
Dont neglect this, it is very important for you..
As The snow ball will only become bigger when u glue the snow by each by each.
And oh ya, Merry Christmas to me soon..^^..
hope my dream will came true.
Everything will come naturally when we are really to face it.
2011年11月24日星期四
lol
again and again!!!!
i really dont no how to express myself in word..
word, word, english word!! i really dont no how to use YOU!
when i want to start doing my assignment, i got the idea but i dont no how to write it out..
it's just like 想写可是就是写不出来..
this really make me headache all the time.
i thought after i go to cambridge english center,
my english can improve better.
well, what i can see is my weakness.
pronoun, vocabulary, grammar..
i can see i still have a far way to go..
teacher tell me try to force urself read newspaper as much as possible.
><. but i dint do that.
every night, kok leng give me newspaper, but what i do is.. i left at there..
oh ya, i will just thought,
" oh, is newspaper.." but never read it..@@
and also, wat i worry is my language..
Haizzz..
i had already leave befind my friend and people alot..
haix .. dunno la..
只能怪以前自己不努力而已..zzz
i really dont no how to express myself in word..
word, word, english word!! i really dont no how to use YOU!
when i want to start doing my assignment, i got the idea but i dont no how to write it out..
it's just like 想写可是就是写不出来..
this really make me headache all the time.
i thought after i go to cambridge english center,
my english can improve better.
well, what i can see is my weakness.
pronoun, vocabulary, grammar..
i can see i still have a far way to go..
teacher tell me try to force urself read newspaper as much as possible.
><. but i dint do that.
every night, kok leng give me newspaper, but what i do is.. i left at there..
oh ya, i will just thought,
" oh, is newspaper.." but never read it..@@
and also, wat i worry is my language..
Haizzz..
i had already leave befind my friend and people alot..
haix .. dunno la..
只能怪以前自己不努力而已..zzz
2011年8月22日星期一
blank & retarded mind
well, i really totally lose myself.. a kinda a very tired brain! but then, i still cant stop myself from thinking other things.
what really make me crazy and worry is not only exam. but other things !
religion! that what struck inside my brain now!
i used to be a buddhist since i was born.
but now, i been influence by my housemate, and i change into soka gakkai which i think it is nice.
therefore, i changed it. bcuz the main reason is...
i wanna to change myself, to become better person!
and firstly i touch this religion, i love the buddhism philosophy that teach me a lot value for being a human.
i though if i insist and practice it, i will changed my life, my whole.
but then the offensive come from my daddy, saying it is a evil religion and criticize what i'm believe.
well, i know he just want to tell me, he just care about me and if i follow what he guide, i be safe or better.
i dont no. i'm just wanna to say, i got my own thinking now well. and i want to explore and get the answer instead of just follow what daddy u say!
after that, i found some info about it.
日莲佛法其实是从释迦摩尼留下的经书，由日莲去理解经书的经华，然后用自己的明白，理解去写出法华经的。。
法华经是开显了生命皆含佛性之哲理，更论证了人人可将佛性涌现的可能性。。
每天的唱题可以让自己成佛的。。
这个创价学会真正要告诉的重点就其实我们不用去拜佛，我们通过自己的努力我们可以成佛，原因因为我们都有佛性。。
反而呢，佛教就是要我们去拜神还是去点香请求佛主保佑的。。
两个不同的东西，不过来源的都是一样是佛。。
我自己其实很矛盾！我相信佛也是因为在我出世时应经保佑我了。。
不过叫我去点香去烧金我就很不相信了。。
是因为我觉得好像不缺实际，都不懂真的是有的还是没的。。
在佛庙里的佛像是真的还是假的呢？
日莲佛法告诉我的，人要自强！自己帮助自己！引发自己的潜能！这样才能够说自己帮到了自己！自己才是自己的主人。。
所以要唱题把自己的价值提升！这个我就赞同！不过说到可以把自己变成佛，我就不懂。。
所以是什么跟什么呢？我又应该怎样？是选佛还是自己成佛？
what really make me crazy and worry is not only exam. but other things !
religion! that what struck inside my brain now!
i used to be a buddhist since i was born.
but now, i been influence by my housemate, and i change into soka gakkai which i think it is nice.
therefore, i changed it. bcuz the main reason is...
i wanna to change myself, to become better person!
and firstly i touch this religion, i love the buddhism philosophy that teach me a lot value for being a human.
i though if i insist and practice it, i will changed my life, my whole.
but then the offensive come from my daddy, saying it is a evil religion and criticize what i'm believe.
well, i know he just want to tell me, he just care about me and if i follow what he guide, i be safe or better.
i dont no. i'm just wanna to say, i got my own thinking now well. and i want to explore and get the answer instead of just follow what daddy u say!
after that, i found some info about it.
日莲佛法其实是从释迦摩尼留下的经书，由日莲去理解经书的经华，然后用自己的明白，理解去写出法华经的。。
法华经是开显了生命皆含佛性之哲理，更论证了人人可将佛性涌现的可能性。。
每天的唱题可以让自己成佛的。。
这个创价学会真正要告诉的重点就其实我们不用去拜佛，我们通过自己的努力我们可以成佛，原因因为我们都有佛性。。
反而呢，佛教就是要我们去拜神还是去点香请求佛主保佑的。。
两个不同的东西，不过来源的都是一样是佛。。
我自己其实很矛盾！我相信佛也是因为在我出世时应经保佑我了。。
不过叫我去点香去烧金我就很不相信了。。
是因为我觉得好像不缺实际，都不懂真的是有的还是没的。。
在佛庙里的佛像是真的还是假的呢？
日莲佛法告诉我的，人要自强！自己帮助自己！引发自己的潜能！这样才能够说自己帮到了自己！自己才是自己的主人。。
所以要唱题把自己的价值提升！这个我就赞同！不过说到可以把自己变成佛，我就不懂。。
所以是什么跟什么呢？我又应该怎样？是选佛还是自己成佛？
2011年7月31日星期日
P&O Insuran annual dinner 2011
今晚，我跟表哥一起去了中华独中学校，就为了参加P&O Insuran Annual dinner 2011.
其中我也载了加铺摩多的老板一起去的。。
老天，你这安排很突然。。而且也带了一点暗示给我。。
讲真的。。这个机会是我比较可以跟这位我佩服得老板可以接触的。。
in the conservation, i had found out that there are some essential i need to learn in order to overcome my odds in future!
1) very clear understanding toward motor repair knowledge. ( engin part! strongly need to know)
2) great communication
anyway, i'm just want to express for myself. to make myself more comfortable..
>.<..
i want to do the best part of myself! jia you!!
oh ya, haha. today, i finally be brave as i ask grandma for let me pray at her house.
it was great ! and i pray hard afterward!!!!!
i'm hope every thing will be fine and thank very much ah ma..
其中我也载了加铺摩多的老板一起去的。。
老天，你这安排很突然。。而且也带了一点暗示给我。。
讲真的。。这个机会是我比较可以跟这位我佩服得老板可以接触的。。
in the conservation, i had found out that there are some essential i need to learn in order to overcome my odds in future!
1) very clear understanding toward motor repair knowledge. ( engin part! strongly need to know)
2) great communication
anyway, i'm just want to express for myself. to make myself more comfortable..
>.<..
i want to do the best part of myself! jia you!!
oh ya, haha. today, i finally be brave as i ask grandma for let me pray at her house.
it was great ! and i pray hard afterward!!!!!
i'm hope every thing will be fine and thank very much ah ma..
2011年5月27日星期五
feeling..
feeling want to write something out in this moment.
suddenly feel so down because of non reason.
think back to the pass.
i been like "playing" few girls in my life. i just really hate myself.
im really dislike for my own attitude.
should i say easy come easy go for it?
i dont no why i so fast lose that feeling. i just no enough patient!
recently, i meet a girl i like. =)
what a great! she so attractive to me. is so happy to talk with her. haha..
hoping every things is going like this.
In this short period, i think i'm just got some "好感" with her ba.
chin yung, please dont simply think....
haha^^...
anyway, i feel so happy to receive that rm1000 given by government! muahahaha..
what to do with this money?
i got a strong desire to buy iphone!! ...
suddenly feel so down because of non reason.
think back to the pass.
i been like "playing" few girls in my life. i just really hate myself.
im really dislike for my own attitude.
should i say easy come easy go for it?
i dont no why i so fast lose that feeling. i just no enough patient!
recently, i meet a girl i like. =)
what a great! she so attractive to me. is so happy to talk with her. haha..
hoping every things is going like this.
In this short period, i think i'm just got some "好感" with her ba.
chin yung, please dont simply think....
haha^^...
anyway, i feel so happy to receive that rm1000 given by government! muahahaha..
what to do with this money?
i got a strong desire to buy iphone!! ...
2011年5月1日星期日
家人的温馨。。
是我来这世上最好的礼物。
今天，跟家人一起去了 taman bukit cahaya jogging, bukit tinggi jusco and lastly eat steamboat at kuala selangor.
很久没大家一起这样出来了。。=)
a wonderful great day..haha
thank to dad for buying me a new balance running shoe.
my new running shoe! gonna use it to train my stamina.
i dont no how long it take..
but, i will keep running ahead.
because, running is still my most favorite hobby..=)
是我来这世上最好的礼物。
今天，跟家人一起去了 taman bukit cahaya jogging, bukit tinggi jusco and lastly eat steamboat at kuala selangor.
很久没大家一起这样出来了。。=)
a wonderful great day..haha
thank to dad for buying me a new balance running shoe.
my new running shoe! gonna use it to train my stamina.
i dont no how long it take..
but, i will keep running ahead.
because, running is still my most favorite hobby..=)
2011年4月30日星期六
lol. suddenly no mood to write le.
after chat with my daugther killua zai, feeling better again
mood so weird, always changed like wind.
now, no more emo again..haha
thank to daughter!kakakzz..
and stupid harry keep ask me give him my blog link.
lol. harry, this really stupid blog one.
waste ur time lo= =..hahao0o..
and, today go out with kapar gang go makan ho liao de.
to celebrate ah gu and ah khim birthday..=)
damn ke ai this two guys, they feel shy to take photo together. apeli?haha
anyway, happy birthday to both this 2 siao kia, my old friend.hehe..
after chat with my daugther killua zai, feeling better again
mood so weird, always changed like wind.
now, no more emo again..haha
thank to daughter!kakakzz..
and stupid harry keep ask me give him my blog link.
lol. harry, this really stupid blog one.
waste ur time lo= =..hahao0o..
and, today go out with kapar gang go makan ho liao de.
to celebrate ah gu and ah khim birthday..=)
damn ke ai this two guys, they feel shy to take photo together. apeli?haha
anyway, happy birthday to both this 2 siao kia, my old friend.hehe..
五味人生
突然，脑海里想到了这个“五味人生”。。
今天所发生的事，可以用这个来说说吧。
爸的头手今天突然间，因为跟另外一个员工发生了一些争论。
那个较小的员工说他来了酱久，每次都是受spanner还是收拾垃圾的。
现在，他想从我表哥身上学到engin的东西。
不过，头手却说反正你不熟这个东西。先来帮我先。。
这个年轻的员工不要，坚持不要。弄到头手顶不顺，大声说酱你来做！。。。
不说多，就坐了他的摩托回家去了。。
你说啦。。什么来的？就这样不负责任，回家去了。
我就去见他，他告诉了我很多他的事。。
突然就说下个月不做了。。我吓倒了些。。
因为没了他，爸爸的摩托产生量会有影响啊，
爸的店工人也不多的。
再少一个，虽然说勉强还可以做。
不过有个经验老教的员工在，有什么问题自少有他帮忙解决吧难题。
i pass the message to my dad, and dad tell me one things.
!!!天下没有不散的宴席。!!
now, turn to "bitter taste".
erm, why people just learn a few week, then they able to repair those spare-part.
why I canT? today a customer keep watching his watch and he cant wait for my "slow" repair. nagging to india worker with their "india" word.
he replace me and he just take a few of minute to settle my problem.
repair motor isn't a very easy things for me.
There are so many things need to learn.
what is function of this spare-part,how to build in,what is the prize, how many color and so on. important, how to convince people to buy it?
with my lousy and "stuck" Bm, how??!
i cant able speak well talk with customer.
even want me to explain how it work, i also no confident.
daddy put high expectation to me, hoping i can do well.
but, sorry dad. I'm not a smart son who can help u do well.
worker look down to me, cuz i apa pun tak tau.
customer ask me about the price, i say nanti i tanya orang dulu.
sometime, i ask b4 for that things. but, i forget again.
haix...
i dint have talented in study, come to here. it prove to me i dint have this talent also. what else can i do???!
今天所发生的事，可以用这个来说说吧。
爸的头手今天突然间，因为跟另外一个员工发生了一些争论。
那个较小的员工说他来了酱久，每次都是受spanner还是收拾垃圾的。
现在，他想从我表哥身上学到engin的东西。
不过，头手却说反正你不熟这个东西。先来帮我先。。
这个年轻的员工不要，坚持不要。弄到头手顶不顺，大声说酱你来做！。。。
不说多，就坐了他的摩托回家去了。。
你说啦。。什么来的？就这样不负责任，回家去了。
我就去见他，他告诉了我很多他的事。。
突然就说下个月不做了。。我吓倒了些。。
因为没了他，爸爸的摩托产生量会有影响啊，
爸的店工人也不多的。
再少一个，虽然说勉强还可以做。
不过有个经验老教的员工在，有什么问题自少有他帮忙解决吧难题。
i pass the message to my dad, and dad tell me one things.
!!!天下没有不散的宴席。!!
now, turn to "bitter taste".
erm, why people just learn a few week, then they able to repair those spare-part.
why I canT? today a customer keep watching his watch and he cant wait for my "slow" repair. nagging to india worker with their "india" word.
he replace me and he just take a few of minute to settle my problem.
repair motor isn't a very easy things for me.
There are so many things need to learn.
what is function of this spare-part,how to build in,what is the prize, how many color and so on. important, how to convince people to buy it?
with my lousy and "stuck" Bm, how??!
i cant able speak well talk with customer.
even want me to explain how it work, i also no confident.
daddy put high expectation to me, hoping i can do well.
but, sorry dad. I'm not a smart son who can help u do well.
worker look down to me, cuz i apa pun tak tau.
customer ask me about the price, i say nanti i tanya orang dulu.
sometime, i ask b4 for that things. but, i forget again.
haix...
i dint have talented in study, come to here. it prove to me i dint have this talent also. what else can i do???!
2011年4月28日星期四
2011年4月26日星期二
2011年4月23日星期六
Main Point
1) Be positive attitude
2) Efficient learning method
3) Situation- environment situation, time situation, yourself environment
How to learn English?
a) Select useful word- sentences, words, helpful sentences
b) Choice a useful English video. Learn how they speak and try not to see the word.
c) Prepare a 500-1000 word u wanted to learn. Know it and practice with people.
d) Pick some “有学问“的单词。
How to create a positive attitude?
a) Find some sample, before u say u cant!
b) Find people who have similar background with u
c) Set higher target for yourself!
How to improve yourself?
A) Step closer with successful man.
B) Tell yourself your motivation and action! Know what u want to do
憲哥身上隨時帶著一本筆記本，記錄當天自己的交易、想法，或是聽到的好故事，每天結束電視錄影後，更會花時間重新思考當天所說過的話，哪些話可以用更好的方式去呈現，說得更有趣、更吸引人，因此造就他出口成詩的個人風格.
What is Study Method?
7 Types: ( RLB SYSTEM--- RIGHT LEFT BRAIN LANGUAGE LEARNING SYSTEM )
1) SQ4R….（ Survey, Question, 4r(read, recite, revise, review)
打破砂锅问到底，还问砂锅在那里。。
How to survey?
Briefly read through, look for big title, graph, years,
How to Recite?
Turn your recognition memory into recall memory.
1) Repeat the messenger
2) Find key words
3) Use sign to connect next word
4) Speak out the messenger
Listen correct word..
1) Point
2) Tone
3) 暗示词
4) Listen what they want
Way to memorize.
1) 挂钩记忆
2) 定位记忆
3) 转码法
4) 开启记忆金库 a) use color to recognize for left and right
b) use 挂钩记忆
c) 连锁法
1) 分类2) 缩写与简称 3) 押韵
1) Be positive attitude
2) Efficient learning method
3) Situation- environment situation, time situation, yourself environment
How to learn English?
a) Select useful word- sentences, words, helpful sentences
b) Choice a useful English video. Learn how they speak and try not to see the word.
c) Prepare a 500-1000 word u wanted to learn. Know it and practice with people.
d) Pick some “有学问“的单词。
How to create a positive attitude?
a) Find some sample, before u say u cant!
b) Find people who have similar background with u
c) Set higher target for yourself!
How to improve yourself?
A) Step closer with successful man.
B) Tell yourself your motivation and action! Know what u want to do
憲哥身上隨時帶著一本筆記本，記錄當天自己的交易、想法，或是聽到的好故事，每天結束電視錄影後，更會花時間重新思考當天所說過的話，哪些話可以用更好的方式去呈現，說得更有趣、更吸引人，因此造就他出口成詩的個人風格.
What is Study Method?
7 Types: ( RLB SYSTEM--- RIGHT LEFT BRAIN LANGUAGE LEARNING SYSTEM )
1) SQ4R….（ Survey, Question, 4r(read, recite, revise, review)
打破砂锅问到底，还问砂锅在那里。。
How to survey?
Briefly read through, look for big title, graph, years,
How to Recite?
Turn your recognition memory into recall memory.
1) Repeat the messenger
2) Find key words
3) Use sign to connect next word
4) Speak out the messenger
Listen correct word..
1) Point
2) Tone
3) 暗示词
4) Listen what they want
Way to memorize.
1) 挂钩记忆
2) 定位记忆
3) 转码法
4) 开启记忆金库 a) use color to recognize for left and right
b) use 挂钩记忆
c) 连锁法
1) 分类2) 缩写与简称 3) 押韵
Boring
Since nothing to surf at facebook.
and with kind of boring, I'm come back to my own story.
Everyone has his own story. We are the king and queen in our life.
nobody can stop what u thinking, but u urself must feel confident to what u think!
Honestly, i no believe what i'm thinking.
because i'm lack of confident. and it nearly push me to the end of my world..
Why i need to behave like this? suffer myself & no belief to what i can.
"communication", "friendship", even myself.
Why i so stupid?
However, It passed! stop thinking like that Tee Chin YunG!
be yourself, positive thinking and important believe yourself.
never give up!
i'm get some guideline to myself =)
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
and with kind of boring, I'm come back to my own story.
Everyone has his own story. We are the king and queen in our life.
nobody can stop what u thinking, but u urself must feel confident to what u think!
Honestly, i no believe what i'm thinking.
because i'm lack of confident. and it nearly push me to the end of my world..
Why i need to behave like this? suffer myself & no belief to what i can.
"communication", "friendship", even myself.
Why i so stupid?
However, It passed! stop thinking like that Tee Chin YunG!
be yourself, positive thinking and important believe yourself.
never give up!
i'm get some guideline to myself =)
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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