tell to myself, i was very satisfied with my first month.=)
In this year CNY i have a very blast time with my relative and friends and i enjoyed it very much.
The most happiest thing i get is the well relationship between me and brother was established. Since last time, we dint have so close to each other and not really talk much to each other. But now, we spend our time together work at shop and work hard to make daddy shop's business become better. Some more, i feel delighted when he ask me to go overtime with him and meet some of his friends.I hope this can happen frequently in future and hang out together. For now, i hope my brother can get approved from the Taiwan school so as get a chance to further his study. This is a chance for him to learn independent and grow more mature instead of still being so temper.
I'm feel relief and get motivated when talk to my daddy every night after the shop stop operated. 如果这几晚上没有陪伴爸爸一起做帐，也不会知道这两年来他做生意做得很幸苦。。当他给了我看账目的，我顿时停顿了一下。怎么后面的零有这么多的？为什么有一大堆的红字？等等。。 不过我知道这一切都是为了这个家庭，甘愿幸苦几年打拼然后带给我们更好的生活环境。做儿子的我啊，一定要尽我的所能分担爸爸的这一切啊！
不过我的意志力却每次都是虎头蛇尾，渐渐衰落。 真的是很想骂自己， 他妈的！=_=..zzzz
现在二月了，新的一月了。。
这个月的目标是enjoy 我的internship at klcc parkson.
希望可以提升自己的能力，然后渐渐改善自己。。
还有，很想去找寻心中的答案！ 我一定要告诉自己不要害怕，不要去躲避！不问怎么知道？？
2012年1月14日星期六
Happy Moment with Friend& Sister
In this few days, i really enjoy the happy & relax mood hang out with friends.^^
thank my friends for giving me such a unforgettable memory =)
Firstly, thank him for belanja me makan Ramadhan Buffet at Essence Sheraton Imperial.
I like it's food as it really delicious and variety.
Especially the satay which you could just eat the meats as is, and you would still be able to enjoy the succulent meat...=)
Thank ya, the very leng zai kia.. I really appreciate it...
Secondary, Bring my guitar friend go to Subang ss15 sing K.
And at night we go to I-city..
It's has been a long time we dint hang out together like this.
In this outing, if any things dint satisfy u all..
对不起了,请多多包涵...下次我会弄得更好.^^
yea, damn roCK concert..
going to stadiam merderka to attend FT island concert live.
THis concert was so roCK! HObgki, THe vocal has the amazing sound..
From the beginning to end, He is singing numerous of rock song, and never heard he 走音.
Although i dunno KOrean, but accompany with my sister, is a 幸福的事...=)
hahaha..
All i can say, thank for it's happen and i appreciate it.hehe^^..
LEft, now turn my target, help my father sell motor!
thank my friends for giving me such a unforgettable memory =)
Firstly, thank him for belanja me makan Ramadhan Buffet at Essence Sheraton Imperial.
I like it's food as it really delicious and variety.
Especially the satay which you could just eat the meats as is, and you would still be able to enjoy the succulent meat...=)
Thank ya, the very leng zai kia.. I really appreciate it...
Secondary, Bring my guitar friend go to Subang ss15 sing K.
And at night we go to I-city..
It's has been a long time we dint hang out together like this.
In this outing, if any things dint satisfy u all..
对不起了,请多多包涵...下次我会弄得更好.^^
yea, damn roCK concert..
going to stadiam merderka to attend FT island concert live.
THis concert was so roCK! HObgki, THe vocal has the amazing sound..
From the beginning to end, He is singing numerous of rock song, and never heard he 走音.
Although i dunno KOrean, but accompany with my sister, is a 幸福的事...=)
hahaha..
All i can say, thank for it's happen and i appreciate it.hehe^^..
LEft, now turn my target, help my father sell motor!
2012年1月7日星期六
2012年1月3日星期二
future direction??
By right, I should doing my revision for my next paper which is business finance.
But, i'm dint have the mood to do so as now i'm starting to think what should i plan for my future.
IT's come to my mind:" SHould i work at outside first instead working at my dad shop?"
I ask my housemate and im starting to digest what he's sharing to me.
Instead of working at outside, why dont after I graduate,I straight forward help my dad which i already had the foundation since I started helping my dad at 19 years old.
Think deeply, how much salary i can earn at outside? how many year i need to work to promote myself to get higher position ? SHould i really need the working experience to get myself better?
All of this working year, what is my final destination?
Isn't come back to my daddy shop and be a boss?
If this is what i want? SO, what for im spending so much time at outside?!
Actually, what i really hope and wanted is..
I dont want my parent still need to burden so much pressure on supporting this family.
They already struggling for so many year.. and yet they are getting older.
What should i actually do to reduce their fatigue?
In future, Im NEEd to be the one to carry this fatigue, not my parent..
As the eldest son in family, im got the obligation to do that.
Take care of family member, supporting them, motivating them, or even sacrifice..
I want to be the man like this...
Question myself back again, After graduate..
Im want myself to get ready to face the challenge.
But ACtually Now, i very scare to face this as i admit myself..
NOt mature, lack of ability, timid, easy to frustrated..!
I NEED TO TELL MYSELF! face it!!!!!!!!!!
THere's must be a way to let it better!!
BE a MAN THAT YOU WANT TO BE!
But, i'm dint have the mood to do so as now i'm starting to think what should i plan for my future.
IT's come to my mind:" SHould i work at outside first instead working at my dad shop?"
I ask my housemate and im starting to digest what he's sharing to me.
Instead of working at outside, why dont after I graduate,I straight forward help my dad which i already had the foundation since I started helping my dad at 19 years old.
Think deeply, how much salary i can earn at outside? how many year i need to work to promote myself to get higher position ? SHould i really need the working experience to get myself better?
All of this working year, what is my final destination?
Isn't come back to my daddy shop and be a boss?
If this is what i want? SO, what for im spending so much time at outside?!
Actually, what i really hope and wanted is..
I dont want my parent still need to burden so much pressure on supporting this family.
They already struggling for so many year.. and yet they are getting older.
What should i actually do to reduce their fatigue?
In future, Im NEEd to be the one to carry this fatigue, not my parent..
As the eldest son in family, im got the obligation to do that.
Take care of family member, supporting them, motivating them, or even sacrifice..
I want to be the man like this...
Question myself back again, After graduate..
Im want myself to get ready to face the challenge.
But ACtually Now, i very scare to face this as i admit myself..
NOt mature, lack of ability, timid, easy to frustrated..!
I NEED TO TELL MYSELF! face it!!!!!!!!!!
THere's must be a way to let it better!!
BE a MAN THAT YOU WANT TO BE!
2012年1月1日星期日
STUDY!!! WTF!!
HOw to Study for a long TIme without getting bored
1) quite
2) creativity
3) shower
4) imagination
Step 1
=> hire your phone
=> take a nap to break up a particularly long study
Step 2
=> speak out your feeling..
=> identify how they feel
Step 3
=> dont just face note, find some material
Step4
=> take a shower
Step 5
=> make a game out of your work, and try to score a higher marks.
1) quite
2) creativity
3) shower
4) imagination
Step 1
=> hire your phone
=> take a nap to break up a particularly long study
Step 2
=> speak out your feeling..
=> identify how they feel
Step 3
=> dont just face note, find some material
Step4
=> take a shower
Step 5
=> make a game out of your work, and try to score a higher marks.
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