一月完

tell to myself, i was very satisfied with my first month.=)
In this year CNY i have a very blast time with my relative and friends and i enjoyed it very much.
The most happiest thing i get is the well relationship between me and brother was established. Since last time, we dint have so close to each other and not really talk much to each other. But now, we spend our time together work at shop and work hard to make daddy shop's business become better. Some more, i feel delighted when he ask me to go overtime with him and meet some of his friends.I hope this can happen frequently in future and hang out together. For now, i hope my brother can get approved from the Taiwan school so as get a chance to further his study. This is a chance for him to learn independent and grow more mature instead of still being so temper.
I'm feel relief and get motivated when talk to my daddy every night after the shop stop operated. 如果这几晚上没有陪伴爸爸一起做帐，也不会知道这两年来他做生意做得很幸苦。。当他给了我看账目的，我顿时停顿了一下。怎么后面的零有这么多的？为什么有一大堆的红字？等等。。 不过我知道这一切都是为了这个家庭，甘愿幸苦几年打拼然后带给我们更好的生活环境。做儿子的我啊，一定要尽我的所能分担爸爸的这一切啊！
不过我的意志力却每次都是虎头蛇尾，渐渐衰落。 真的是很想骂自己， 他妈的！=_=..zzzz

现在二月了，新的一月了。。
这个月的目标是enjoy 我的internship at klcc parkson.
希望可以提升自己的能力，然后渐渐改善自己。。
还有，很想去找寻心中的答案！ 我一定要告诉自己不要害怕，不要去躲避！不问怎么知道？？