well, i really totally lose myself.. a kinda a very tired brain! but then, i still cant stop myself from thinking other things.
what really make me crazy and worry is not only exam. but other things !
religion! that what struck inside my brain now!
i used to be a buddhist since i was born.
but now, i been influence by my housemate, and i change into soka gakkai which i think it is nice.
therefore, i changed it. bcuz the main reason is...
i wanna to change myself, to become better person!
and firstly i touch this religion, i love the buddhism philosophy that teach me a lot value for being a human.
i though if i insist and practice it, i will changed my life, my whole.
but then the offensive come from my daddy, saying it is a evil religion and criticize what i'm believe.
well, i know he just want to tell me, he just care about me and if i follow what he guide, i be safe or better.
i dont no. i'm just wanna to say, i got my own thinking now well. and i want to explore and get the answer instead of just follow what daddy u say!
after that, i found some info about it.
日莲佛法其实是从释迦摩尼留下的经书，由日莲去理解经书的经华，然后用自己的明白，理解去写出法华经的。。
法华经是开显了生命皆含佛性之哲理，更论证了人人可将佛性涌现的可能性。。
每天的唱题可以让自己成佛的。。
这个创价学会真正要告诉的重点就其实我们不用去拜佛，我们通过自己的努力我们可以成佛，原因因为我们都有佛性。。
反而呢，佛教就是要我们去拜神还是去点香请求佛主保佑的。。
两个不同的东西，不过来源的都是一样是佛。。
我自己其实很矛盾！我相信佛也是因为在我出世时应经保佑我了。。
不过叫我去点香去烧金我就很不相信了。。
是因为我觉得好像不缺实际，都不懂真的是有的还是没的。。
在佛庙里的佛像是真的还是假的呢？
日莲佛法告诉我的，人要自强！自己帮助自己！引发自己的潜能！这样才能够说自己帮到了自己！自己才是自己的主人。。
所以要唱题把自己的价值提升！这个我就赞同！不过说到可以把自己变成佛，我就不懂。。
所以是什么跟什么呢？我又应该怎样？是选佛还是自己成佛？
